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The End of Me Small Group Study

In his award winning book, not a fan., Kyle Idleman challenged us to pick up our cross and die to our self. But what does that actually mean? Join Kyle as he explores the upside down paths that lead us to Jesus. Featuring the true testimonies of author and spoken word artist, Jefferson Bethke, NBA star, Landry Fields, Founder and director of Scarlet Hope, Rachelle Star, and the former US manager of Apple Records, Ken Mansfield – this cinematic journey unpacks the counterintuitive truths of Jesus:

You must be Broken to be WholeYou must Mourn to be HappyYou must be Authentic to be AcceptedYou must be Empty to be Filled

Included in the Box:

  • The End of Me Series (4 Episodes, 20+Min Each)

  • The End of Me Leader's Guide

  • The End of Me Journal

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The End of Me



There is a beauty in coming to the end of ourselves as we realize that we aren’t strong enough, smart enough or talented enough to navigate life on our own. Ironically, that’s when we are in the best position to be used by God in significant ways.

Are you ready to be used by God? Are you interested in a deep, authentic relationship with Jesus? The end of you is the beginning.

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Is the DVD region free, I live in Australia?
How long is each video segment? I teach an hour class and wondered if each of the four parts were less than 30 minutes. Thank you.
Do I need to have each group member buy the book or is this all we need to do the group study?

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Type Small Group Study


Customer Reviews (10)

Transparent and honest!Review by Adrian
Jesus didn't shy away from the real brokenness of real people. And neither should our teaching. Our class is 2 weeks in, and I'm glad we're digging into the stories of these video sessions! (Posted on 5/24/2016)
Just as you are, really!Review by S.Rodg
This series is truly a useful tool in understanding yourself and your "real" relationship with Jesus. With that understanding, the path clears. Jesus is real, His love for you is real and you finally know you can come to Him just as you are. My only disappointment with the study package is that it doesn't include a copy of the book. (Posted on 4/16/2016)
Real And RelevantReview by Craig Moore
City on a Hill and Kyle Idleman knock it out of the park again. This is REAL life stories that will impact the soul. In a world that needs to hear these stories, this study will once again remind us that we need Jesus and we need to be more like him. If you liked Not A Fan, you'll love the end of me! (Posted on 4/7/2016)
Be prepared to be transformed.Review by Tony
As a pastor I received a preview copy of End of Me. When I got it I thought I would just do a quick watch through of the material. But once I started to watch I realized that this was a series that couldn't just be watched for information sake. It is a series for transformation. I am slowing way down and taking the time to do the journal as well. (Posted on 4/5/2016)
Challenging and EncouragingReview by Chase Black
As a Small Group Leader and Pastor, I have used every resource made available by Kyle Idleman and City on a Hill and I have never been disappointed. His latest, "the end of me," is in many ways like his other studies; timely and encouraging. "The end of me," challenges us to let go of the things that we so dearly cling to (the idols in our lives) as our identity and worth. The testimonies featured in the four sessions provide us with real examples of how gracious God is to us in our failures and shortcomings. Kyle's teachings further encourages us see ourselves as God sees us - broken and beloved. With clear biblical teaching, he reveals that God's character is truly that of a Father who longs to be reconciled with His children and His desire that we seek out the lost in every area of life. Kyle's demonstrates that God's perspective and plan is not that we bring people to church, but as the church we take Jesus to the lost. Great Small Group Bible Study for Youth through Senior Adult. This was the study that I needed to compel me to do something about my complacency. (Posted on 3/31/2016)
Absolutely amazing!Review by CrossWalk Ministry
My young adults have been going through this study and we absolutely love it! Kyle has once again made a great study full of Gods truths! It's challenging, convicting and really pulls at our heart strings. Great follow up to Not a Fan! (Posted on 3/31/2016)
Wonderful!Review by Jason
This is an amazing, beautiful, inspiring, and God-centered small group study. The two DVDs contain four stories of God working in four people's lives to bring them to Him through brokenness to a real relationship with Him and then leading them down the paths He had planned for them. While very different in their scope and direction, viewers can easily identify with the stories in their own lives.

The leader's guide is not overwhelming at all. It's set up for four sessions for four weeks. It's very simple and straightforward, and encourages both group interaction as well as individual contemplation. It even offers suggestions for dealing with any problematic issues that may come up within the group.

The journal is set up in four 7-day weeks to follow the group session. Each day includes a Bible verse or passage and teachings and activities (mostly a little bit of writing) centered on it and aimed at examining onesself, opening up to God, repenting of and correcting sinful and wrong/negative behavior, and encouragement to grow spiritually as a Christian.

I am really looking forward to sharing this study with my family and my church.

I received this copy for free with the understanding that I would review it on Amazon and the City on a Hill website. (Posted on 3/22/2016)
Loving those different from youReview by Pastor Dave
Fantastic kit to help program training how you love those who may be drastically different than you or those not in your usual sphere of influence. (Posted on 3/22/2016)
Not a Fan/End of MeReview by Javier
Not a Fan was a life changer! I'm a student pastor at my church and we did the Not a Fan teen edition curriculum and it definitely changed many of our students' lives. The way we look at "follower" is now different and more accurate. We were challenged to grow and many did grow tremendously. Kyle Idleman really drives home the point of what it really means to be a true follower. We will be starting "The End of Me" in a few weeks. We have the small group package and we can't wait to start the series. (Posted on 3/22/2016)
Another Great StudyReview by Damon
This is my second Kyle Idleman Study and I can tell you how much his studies have helped my walk with Christ! They are game changers and I recommend them to everyone I know! I was given a complimentary copy for my honest review. However, this is worth every penny! Thanks City on the Hill and Kyle Idleman! (Posted on 2/25/2016)

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